GLG: Fragmen - Memories

Kegelapan yang melingkupinya ini terasa hangat, hampir seperti tidur lelap di musim dingin, sambil bergelung di balik selimut tebal ditemani nyala api perapian. Adapun Floa yakin betul bahwa dirinya tidak bermimpi. Suara-suara di yang tengah bergaung di kepalanya terasa begitu nyata, layaknya sungguh diucapkan dalam jarak pendengarannya, namun sekaligus juga... tua. Mengingatkan Floa akan bunyi sebuah lagu lama dari piringan hitam usang yang pernah diputar pamannya sekali waktu...

Dulu.

Samar-samar dikenalinya sebuah senandung. Floa sempat bergidik, tetapi kemudian sadarlah dia bahwa senandung itu berbeda dari yang terdahulu. Senandung ini lembut sehalus beledu, riang seperti lagu tarian yang selalu dinyanyikan penduduk desa pada festival musim panas, sekaligus khidmat seperti himne puji-pujian.

Dear You

"Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down..."

(Songs in my head: Eyes on Me - Faye Wong)

~~~

Call for my name, reach up for my hand. I'll hold yours right away, then never let it go. If only you'd say that you need me, I will stand by your side. Your every pain, struggles, or whatever they are... Let's face them together. Because at the times like this, I guess my feelings for you could not feel any more unbearable. It hurts me knowing that I understand nothing about you. And even though I can see that you're injured, there's just nothing I can do...

Seo Hyun - It's Okay Even if It Hurts

눈이 멀어도 괜찮아요
nuni meoreodo gwaenchanhayo
숨이 멎어도 괜찮아요
sumi meojeodo gwaenchanhayo

한번만 그대 볼 수 있다면
hanbeonman geudae bol su itdamyeon
내 맘 모두 줄 수 있다면
nae mam modu jul su itdamyeon

내 가 얼마나 더 그리워해야
nae ga eolmana deo geuriwohaeya
그대 내 맘 알 수 있나요
geudae nae mam al su innayo

내 가 얼마나 더 울고 울어야
naega eolmana deo ulgo ureoya
눈물이 마를 수 있나요
nunmuri mareul su innayo

그 댈 사랑해서 아픈 건가요
geu dael saranghaeseo apeun geongayo
너무 사랑해서 벌 받는 건가요
neomu saranghaeseo beol batneun geongayo

비록 내 모든 걸 잃는다 해도
birok nae modeun geol irnneunda haedo
그대 하나면 그거면 돼요
geudae hanamyeon geugeomyeon dwaeyo

그댈 사랑하다 마음을 베여도
geudael saranghada maeumeul beyeodo
그대 기다리다 가슴 다 헤져도
geudae gidarida gaseum da hejyeodo

괜찮아요 사랑하니까
gwaenchanhayo saranghanikka
난 아파도 괜찮아요
nan apado gwaenchanhayo

그 댈 잊으려고 돌아설수록
geudael ijeuryeogo doraseolsurok
보고 싶은데 어떡해요
bogo sipeunde eotteokhaeyo

자꾸 안 된다고 막아설수록
jakku an doendago magaseolsurok
그대 뿐인데 어떡해요
geudae ppuninde eotteokhaeyo

그댈 사랑해서 아픈 건가요
geudael saranghaeseo apeun geongayo
너무 사랑해서 벌 받는 건가요
neomu saranghaeseo beol batneun geongayo

비록 내 모든 걸 잃는다 해도
birok nae modeun geol irnneunda haedo
그대 하나면 그거면 돼요
geudae hanamyeon geugeomyeon dwaeyo

그댈 사랑하다 마음을 베여도
geudael saranghada maeumeul beyeodo
그대 기다리다 가슴 다 헤져도
geudae gidarida gaseum da hejyeodo

괜찮 아요 사랑하니까
gwaenchant ayo saranghanikka
난 아파도 괜찮아요
nan apado gwaenchanhayo

내 게 독이 되고
naege dogi doego
가시가 되어도
gasiga doeeodo

그 대를 향한 사랑
geudaereul hyanghan sarang
거둘 수 없죠
geodul su eobtjyo

언제까지라도 기다릴게요
eonjekkajirado gidarilgeyo
아 프고 아파도 나 견뎌낼게요
apeugo apado na gyeondyeonaelgeyo

내 가 그대를 더 사랑하니까
naega geudaereul deo saranghanikka
눈물 나도 괜찮아요
nunmul nado gwaenchanhayo

아파도 괜찮아요
apado gwaenchanhayo

(credits@koreabanget.blogspot.com)

Finally today I know that there just might be someone in your heart... But love isn't something you can give up on, right...? I have to carry on with this feeling no matter what...

For Now

If it is true that I'm a one-sider (well, I hope it is NOT, but...), then I must be the luckiest one-sider ever after all these 'coincidences' between me and you. :)

I wonder what's going to happen next... Teehee...